am feeling hazy today. resting supine my body felt light, floating above thoughts. soon thoughts turn into tingling and i get an unprecedented sense of calm and foreboding. sun rays steal away and the next i know it is inky gray outside my shut lids. i am disconnected discontinued. with activity. by this handy 10x12 box. had i actually been awake? i am but a single line of silence swimming in this disordered army of blankets. i hear beats from somewhere far off. jump to one hour later. my arms are heavy, brain still a cloud. the three thousand and six hundred seconds have skipped through my consciousness and tricked my flaccid body into believing in its own existence.